goals...hmmm...

it has been ages since i blogged again despite the fact that i blogged after my bdae...i have set certain goals for myself hoping that they will come true...seriously...what am i doin with my life..i do not know..i only know that i m thinking of ways and means to make money....so that i can retire and slow down by forty...it has been two months and my stuff for my freelance has not been done up..gotta get them done real soon...at least before meera comes back so that i can get it outta the way so i can spend more time wif my darlin meera...talking about that, meera will be back on the 10th of july..i am counting down til the day she comes back..gonna stay over at her house and spend loads of time wif her catching up, bitching and gossiping...it has been a real long time...

well nicole and dw finally talked about the issue and as usual...i am right...yay mi...got me thinking...meera has mick, serene has matt, nicole has dw and who so i have? hmm...i had what i wanted but it has all been taken away from mi...decided to stay single and adopt if i have to... i noe sounds stupid but i mean...i was so prepared for married life but now...the thought f a new relationship can send mi sprinting...and we all noe i cannot sprint to save my life....

only one good thing happened to mi in the past week...ok 2...one is i am gonna have one or 2 people who are gonna support mi by buying stuff from mi...and the the other would be that i met this really cute guy...nice..caring and stuuff...but oh well..attached...kns...bopian la...not my luck la..well at least we are frens... it is like 6+ in the mornin and my eyes are closin...gotta get some slp..nitez