Monday, January 29, 2007

Final goodbye...til next time....

just got back from meera's place...hung out wif her and ed...it was fun...lotsa laughter...we chatted abt relationships and stuff...time warped back to secondary school days...in which i realise that meera has a very bad memory...she forgot we were in the same class in sec one...like omg...i could kill her...but that is what makes her so lovable and entertaining...heehee...that is y i love her...she can be so blur at times it is unbelievable..time few by and it was time to go...gonna miss the lil biatch...her nonsense and her laughter...my gossip kaki...we will keep that up via other means though...sighz...it was great having her back here...but she gotta go back and study... and go back to her mick...i dunno y...but these 2 mths have made me realise a lot of things...and i realise..who are my true frens...feelin kinda empty now... i just feel lost all of a sudden...but hopefully i will get back on track...hopefully i get to go to the institute i wanna go to...and then maybe everything will fall in place nicely..in fact now..i mite actually like someone but will see how it goes...haiz...Meera...y you gotta go back so soon man..but she is one fren i will keep for life...nuthin will tear us apart...if ya read this gal...i hope you feel the same way yea~ miss you love you...and thanks for standing by me no matter what...

Friday, January 26, 2007

New lease of Life

It has been a great 2 months... Meera came back on the 1st of Dec and we have been hanging out pretty much...Met a few of her friends...Edwin and Brian were the main 2 that we hung out with more... we met one of Meera's frens...Sherrie or how ever you spell it not that i care..she is one person whom i found relli fake...but oh well..it takes many kinds of people to make up the world. Aniwaez..it was real fun hanging out. Introduced Joyce and Boon to them..and they got along pretty well...also met a 2 frens of Joyce's, Richmond and Cindy..they were pretty nice and Richmond was a real nice guy to hang wif...fullacrap..ahahaha...well...Meera will be heading back in 3 days...so sad...but we spent a lot of time together so it is ok...

went MOS, Indochine, Gardens (as usual), Fashion bar, kandi bar...new places and not that bad...past few months had been clubbin...Mambo, Phuture, Momo...and surprisingly i am learning to accept MOS. It has been a long time since i found good company besides my usual Boon and Amos...But i still need to satisfy my craving for KTV... It has been a rollercoaster ride...a good fren of mine was almost charged...and almost went to jail...cried the nite b4 he went to court...i waited for his call til i could not take it went to bed but sent him an sms which was alil too mushy...and for no reason i woke up at 10.30 and called him...i dun usually wake up so early...guess cos i was too worried..but luckily he is ok...but eversince he told mi he was ok..sadz..but is ok...on tues went to animal resort and need some photography with joyce...pics turned out pretty good but i intend to go sentosa and the zoo to do some shoots. wed we went for dinner at ichiban boshi and then went to watch pans labyrinth with Meera, Joyce, Edwin and Brian. Pretty weird show but alrite...was not very impressed. storyline was a but expected...but the animation was good. kuite impressed but the animation. Been hanging out wif Boon as well..at the tattoo shop..pretty fun wif his mentor richard...kuite fun hanging there....

That night...after the movie, Meera and the guys went to play games and Joyce and I went to mambo...and then the woman decided to go Phuture in which some guy was grinding up my ass...pretty annoying...so we left and tried velvet. pretty much more for chillin out...not many people...the dancefloor was just empty and we just did our thing...din care abt a single thing and just danced...then we went to sit down and rest...we saw this guy at the bar wif his frens..and Joyce thought he was cute so i actually went up to him and invited him over cos she wanted to know him...dunno where i got the guts from..totally was not me. while talking...one of the guy's frens came over to invite us over to their fren's place to chill and for the fun of it, we went along...it was then that i realised that i had many more years to go and i had a lot more things to do...everyone there was like...high up there...manager of a pub, regional director, director of some company, Scholar goin for his Phd and a lecturer...and i dun even have a degree yet...so denoralising. aniwae i was trying to leave Joyce and the guy alone...trying my very best. the other only female besides us was trying to matchmake him and mi...tsk tsk...was trying to side track her...give as many excuses as possible...after that we went for supper/breakfast and then we headed home to rest. but in the end...din rest much...and after 36 hours wifout slp..i deperately needed slp... finally slept at 4 am on friday mornin...and i slept til 4pm...and i am still tired...went for coffee wif meera and edwin and now i am home... gonna do some portfolio stuff and then goin to bed...talking to boon now...so gonna sign off...