BAck...

been like 2 mths since i last blogged...well...had my reasons bah...but mainly i was too freaking lazy to do anything. well..the last time i said i was supposed to quit clubbin...that neva happened...i still go for mambo night on weds cos now not onli do i go there for nicole but cos of the grp in the company i am in..life is good...i am happy workin...setting up my own freelance...relief teaching...coordinating...life is just full of ups and downs and i m trying to find a solution in which i do not get myself hurt ever again...and i have finally found a solution...i have met a few nice people along the way and i am still wondering if any of them are making use of me...i happen to like sumone now...but i realise others are treating me better...but then again...my heart belongs to onli one person...that will neva change and as nicole says..i m letting my fear develop into a phobia and i cannot help it...hopefully everythin will fall into place and my final decision will make me happy...

I had a great birthday with my good frens around...thanks to my dear mei mei for the pendant, Mark's gf Danelle for the bouquet of lilies, Candy and Ronald and Collin for the bouquet of roses, Allan Jo and Wawa for the box of sweets and Mp3 player, Ken and Cathy for the alchohol...was a happy week...whole week i got to see sumone...oh well...after bdae liao...now fallin sick again...feel it comin on man..i can die...gonna end here and die for a bit...