Life's a bitch and so am i

It has been a months since i have blogged...life has been great...meeting new people...having fun...sloggin my life away... Eversince i March started...my life is like a a whirlwind...i dunno whether i am coming or going...I started workin at Naughty by Nature and it has sorta been hell...but it is a challenge to mi...meeting lotsa different kinds of people..making new friends...every monday is my offday and i spend it with parents and every wednesdays are mambo night at zouk for mi...the oni way i can destress until i find sumthin else to take over mambo. My job is all about looking good and posing...kinda fun and challenging...but my mind goes blank sometimes...i have high expectations of myself and am kinda happy that i have reached my goal of 5 deals for my first month at the company as i have already gotten ten deals. Other than that i still do accounts and coordinatin for my aunt, sales of health products, my own company work and this image consulting job..damn tiring...but for the sake of my future..i have no choice...talk about bf?? no time at all...dun even have time for flings at all...This month has been pretty interesting...having tried flaming lambhorghini and waterfall...killed mi but i survived surprisingly...actually had fun at double o and obar with zhenyi, roger, zhikai, andrew and i cannot rem who cos i was pretty high...24 hours is so not enuff for mi..so damn busy but still feel empty...kinda fucked up...but no choice...chose to live my life this way til sumone enters my life and maybe i will sacrifice a lil...but until that time comes..i should just work hard and work smart...25th may will be my TP...long way to go...but cannot wait to get licence...ahhahaha...hopefully will pass on first try...damn my eyelids are freakin heavy...gotta make my way to london paris and new york liao if ya noe what i mean....